AnoTha ViCtiM's

They told me i got no clue about the kinda guys here
They dunno i sure knew some one is damn dear.
Apologizes coz he had a prob dat took him away from me
Apologizes when da prob is bein sued.
Fuck you
You don't judge people, only the god does.
he knows exactly who we are, he created us.
you keep fillin my head with shits i don't wanna hear no more.
tellin me bout people u dont even know.
your talk now imma dismiss imma ignore.
it's becomin as dronin to my ears
you wanna show me the big visions?? Fuck u coz it's not a bit clear.
you think this is racing? aha this is Persecution.
ya makin me insane you talk like a poisoned potion
wut is this coz of one mistake.
. Now I'm surrounded I didn't even have a chance or a break
Now my evil personality is exacerbating you
can do nothin coz ur the woods n i the fire which means my desire ur baiting
Keeping your eyes on me like im some kinda of a thief
Like the silence aint aloud in the house coz the silence even more speaks
Paranoia is the reason of my anoia
After I used to preach n had a dream someday amma read ma speech
I was strong but the time got me pronged that ma dreams now seem so how to reach
It was fun it's still to breach. Now I only 18 but hard to smile easy to screech
Man it's crazy when ya know days wont come back
Special days when we were younger and so much slack
That exactly the source of paranoia coz we'll never get our nice days back.

Is this life the life you talked about
When I was a child I didn't hear your shout
Why would you want me to live?
I think I aint suppose to see dis
Now you brought me to the world's coldness
You got issues about wut I tranna say
I got tissues to dry the tears that been driftin' away
I tranna run away from home. coz I already depend on my own
I had in mind by scapping from here things wont be the same
But fuck it in every place things just never change
I rapped and rap to explain the feelings I had
So I put a stand on a dream I had but so bad noen understand it gotta be done
Coz no longer imma be gone
If ma wishes for those assholes seems only for thugs
They human even those who take drugs
As long as we live in the same fucked up world
Shit it I gotta speak this in a court
: I've been born alive brought to the life brought to a place I had no experience about
then I got damn proud bout how I raced my self on ma own even when I listened to those fuckin shouts about this life is cold but I brought up alive to be strong
I know I done dumb shits like bein scared and I showed I aint like dis. It just sometimes I get pissed and no friend around
To teach me about life coz I goin crazy when I knew love cant be found
Guess I'm bound to grow without feelin safe
Without secure. Me bein born alive was just a gaffe n now I got no more faith in any one and I didn't find the cure
I met ppl I gave em my respect talked to em like I just another friend but after havin a big heart then I did regret
That I made those fuckers to ma heart inject
I talked to people I shouldn't talk to
Coz they said then I'll be jade but now I jaded coz I am damn blue to be (born alive brought to the life brought to a place I had no experience about then I got damn proud about how I raced ma self by my own even when I listened to those fuckin shouts about this life is cold but I brought up alive to be strong